It's Late, near midnight worries

J has had a good day, no extreme pain, eating but since his recent set back he doesn't want to get out of bed and do his PT. I haven't had a lot of sleep the past few nights and I took a nap this afternoon. I am having a bit of trouble sleeping tonight. I heated up some warm milk added a plunk of vanilla and I am adding this note to my blog. Soon as I am finished I am heading back to bed with the ever growing felting project, I am more than halfway done, it is getting heavy. I am getting very worried about the felting itself, will it really shrink? Will it really be pretty, it just looks like a giant shapeless mass of knitting. I thought knitting was supposed to ease my worries, sometimes I think it just gives me distraction worries. Why worry about PT when the felt might go wrong?